Star (Twisted Tarot)

It is pretty hard to be the star of your life. Someone is always lurking, ready to stab you in the back and take it away from you. I guess it is hard to be genuinely happy for someone that has success in their life. Why is that? Cause it should have been you? Even though you didn't work very hard for it and kind of really didn't know you wanted it until someone you know got it? Don't you just hate me right now?